I pretended I was living with a television family and there was no yelling at home and no one hit me.

In junior high school, I was an object of pure ridicule for my dress, withdrawal, and asocial manner. Dozens of times, I saw individuals laugh and smile more in ten to fifteen minutes than I did in all my life up to then.

It is my personal plan to assassinate by pistol either Richard Nixon or George Wallace.

Now I start my diary of my personal plot to kill by pistol either Richard Nixon or George Wallace.